Once again, here I am.

yep, procrastinating. And since I can't sleep (that's a statement and a warning, all in one), I figured, 'hey, why don't I waste my time by writing something that OTHER people will waste their time reading? BRILLIANT!'

So my apologies, since I have no idea what's going to come out of my fingers here, but you know what? It's going to be a wild and crazy ride... hang on!

haha, Madge just commented on my last post... that makes me smile.

anywho, let's see... where to launch from... how about last night, which I spent rolling and flipping and generally just not sleeping. boo.

At one point, my roomie was talking in her sleep, which would've been entertaining, except she woke me up, and i'd managed to finally get to sleep about 20 minutes before that... oh well. it was really funny, she was talking with her hands and everything!

Finally got up around 9, emailed my mom, who immediately emailed me back... that was pretty nifty. we talked on the phone for over an hour last night... i think now that i'm gone, we might get along. whee! she claims to still be able to see the little Meghan in this photo. tell me what you think:

ok, so there's me these days... here's me from when i was a kid (only photo of me as a wean, my apologies for the humourosity of it):

I don't see it, but who knows...

My quilt makes me happy. I'm too lazy to upload a photo of it right now, mainly because doing that would involve taking a photo of it (first finding a camera to find said photo, then.. yeah), and it looks too comfy in a heap on my bed. Yeah that's right, I said my blanket looks comfy. Because it does. So there.

I'm supposed to be writing a paper on a core value of mine... I chose "interdependence." Should be interesting when I'm done, but since the whole "getting it done" thing isn't happening, we'll never know, now, will we?

My youngest sister is experiencing some of the less pleasant aspects of life right now, and I wish I could make it all better, but since it's not actually her with the problems, but her friend, I can't. And even if these were her problems, I couldn't fix them for her... hell, I can barely fix my own life, most of the time. I can't even imagine how helpless my mother feels.

I have two photos on my side of the room, and my roomie has a million. I think I have photo envy. I'm not sure how to fix that, since I have neither a camera nor a means to put these photos on paper, so there you go. Maybe I'll draw something. Nah, that's too pathetic. 'Look what I drew so my side of the room won't look so sad!' yeah, weak.

I just got an email from my mother telling of the dangers of tampons and pads. Apparently, if there's dioxin in my tampons/pads, I could get cervical cancer or womb tumours. delicious. Organic Essentials or Terra Femme are the recommended brands. hahaha, it says "100% UNBLEACHED COTTON TAMPONS" just like that. Those're supposed to save my cervix. Good to know, I guess. And now you all know! Yay!

My side of the room is seriously sad, tampons aside. I should look for something to decorate it... or not.

That's it, I'm going to try and take a nap, then tackle my paper. Cheers!

everything is going to be alright. this i believe wholeheartedly. i just wish this holding pattern would finish up.